Confessions And Questions

I am a person who talks love,
but then why my heart is filled with hatred?

I am a person who talks peace,
but then why my heart is filled with violence?

I am a person who talks practicality,
but then why my heart is filled with emotions?

I am a person who talks of morality,
but then why I am so immoral?

I am a person who understand people fast,
but then why cant I understand myself?

I am a person who is surrounded by lots of friends,
but then why I feel I am alone?

I am a person who talks of smile,
but then why my heart is filled with sadness?

Why "Zubair" is not Zubair anymore....
Why "Zubair" is not Zubair anymore....